Hate You Always (Special Edition)

It all starts with a bucket list and a romance novel...IâÇÖve known Ryder McAdams my entire life.áWeâÇÖre neighbors and our families are besties.áHeâÇÖs also friends and teammates with my younger brother, Maverick.But Ryder and me?WeâÇÖve never been close.áIn fact, IâÇÖve always gotten the distinct impression he doesnâÇÖt like me very much.áHe goes out of his way to ignore me.Know what makes it worse?The electricity that hums in the air every time our gazes collide.áIt sizzles through my body until I feel it in the tips of my fingers and toes.áWhoever said that you canâÇÖt control who youâÇÖre attracted to was, unfortunately, right.IâÇÖve done my best to stomp it out.WeâÇÖve been at Western for three years and only come in contact when forced to interact.áHeâÇÖs busy partying it up and getting it on with his fangirl club.áIâÇÖve spent most of my college experience studying at the library so I can apply to the med school of my choice.One drunken night changes everything when Ryder takes me home and finds the bucket list I wrote before freshman year.Know how many things IâÇÖve ticked off since then?Zero.áZilch.áNada.For some strange reason, Ryder decides heâÇÖll be the one to help tackle each item before graduation.That would be all fine and good, except thereâÇÖs some pretty schmexy stuff on there...Like the big O.